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Monday, May 29, 2006

Musings....



Just some musings of what life has made me learn from it. I've gathered all those fresh flowers and I've seen them dry up. I've held upto those dried and withered flowers. And gradually I've learnt to gather the new flowers. It is like those flowers represent the happy moments of life. The withered ones - the sad pessimistic moments. I haven't yet left the withered ones coz they tell me the worth of the fresh flowers. And I never will...

We are payed by God in this life itself. Who's seen what's beyond this life? Who's even seen tomorrow? Or the next moment.

We walk to the shore only to see the sun set. To await the darkness. To positively watch the beauty of the night take over. To enjoy the serenity that transition holds for us. To enjoy the moment. That's life. A petite one. Yet, a beautiful one. Momentary, yet so full of moments.

A lot of questions with no answers. Answers not for us humans. Ones beyond our understanding probably. A few questions with answers we can't find. Just coz we don't want to. A few of them whose answers we know but they aren't worthwhile. Is it worth finding the answers at all??

Lost in these musings of mine. Drowned in sympathy I have for us humans. It isn't gonna help I know. It is not going to change things. What about the girl who has a hole in her heart? She's like one of us. But it doesn't matter. It won't change anything. Not for her. Not for anyone. Is it worth even feeling sad? Why.................... Does it matter to know someone, yet not know them so well? Why does it matter to know someone and still it doesn't matter to not to know someone in the same state?

I don't want the answers. But I still want them. My heart's sinking...... A feeling of fear, of compassion.

A picture so blurred. coloured with the black of life.


An hour of worthless posting and no good. To anyone. To myself.

Another line left to say - "That's life!" . But it isn't cheerful to think. These are the subtleties which are gonna remain forever. As long as there is life. And the power to think.





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4 Comments:

  • Hmmm.."the feeling of fear, compassion"..m in a lil hurry, so ws just going through ur post when these words caught my eye..wonder wht made u said that..well i guess every1 has 2 go through it..me too..was missing her so badly but the irony s cudnt AFFORD 2 call her up daily :( but still cudnt stay without listening 2 her..huh..
    Sometimes i fear, she wl find someone else, someone who has more time..i feel happy that she wl hav some one better and but deeply sad 4 i might lose her..but fear wont help..we hav 2 face life as it comes..right??dont really know wht i m saying or if it is in tune with ur post but just wanted 2 say something..btw whts ur orkut id?

    By Blogger Peenuts, at 5/29/2006 6:38 AM  

  • life gives us so many things na? thoughts...understanding ....success...failures.. . talents...knowledge.. money.... love...
    so many things...and then it gives us pain .... problems... hate ... death... devastations... and all w have after these are musings..over our own selves..the question 'why?'
    or 'why me?'.... yes the answers are worth finding....dint u find it amazin to know why the grass is green? how the sun is so bright? i found them amazing ...how god created these things so precisely for us....why he dint create some other color.....some other times i ask why do we live at all? why did god create something he knew he wudnt control.....the day i find an answer to that....i wud be one with god....i wud understand what pure love is.... i wud be god.... isnt it?
    compassion fear sadness ....love ....sympathy these are all symptoms god has for us to let us know we are yet alive, we are yet in touch with god....
    when these will die the connection wil be broken too....
    there are many shades of grey which ultimately turn black....or white..depends on which shade we are going...but u knw what the most attractive to the eye is the black.....not the shades but the pure hue.....thats what life for us sentimentalists is /.....not grey, its either black or white....
    and that creates a problem...

    By Blogger Aparna Mudi, at 5/29/2006 2:09 PM  

  • the ppl who comment on ur blog r very good at heart... they can feel ur pain and ur happiness... but wat they cant understand and wait for is to let life take its own course... actually u cant also, and neither do me... life is like an amazing novel u've just started to read, u have a fair inkling of what's round the corner, what turn the story might take, but u dont know it...nobody knows for that matter... but here lies the basic difference, when reading a novel, we accept what the author has written, almost blindly we follow what is written... so deep we r immersed in those pages, but in life we miss that point, we tend to complain what should be, not what is... the problem is we are not half as immersed in our lives as we tend to be in a good book or a movie or a song... we r just not living enough... and to tell you more, this is all theory which i'm just remotely, most faintly realizing... m no philosopher, but let me see, how i reach where i've to go...

    By Blogger delhidreams, at 6/03/2006 10:50 AM  

  • By Anonymous Anonymous, at 4/23/2007 3:55 PM  

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